I give up on life I really do because what’s the point. I don’t have anything to live for and every thing that I am living for seems to come back to bit me in the ass. Nothing good ever happens to me. It’s just bad thing after the next and I’m so tired of it. I don’t deserve this bullshit. What could I have ever even done to deserve such fuckery? And wouldn’t it just be better to kill me than keep torturing me like this? All I want is to be happy. And I tried I really did but it’s so hard when nothing goes right.